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Friday, October 06, 2006

I think I'm turning into a mugger. LOL. I have no life, everyday just study and try to complete the tons of homework the teachers throw at us each day. But I thank God though, feeling myself with the determination and motivation to continue increasing my acceleration in preparation of the O levels. Hee, but finishing my homework early means more time for revision for me! Afterall, I need it more than anyone of you do.

Anyway, I went for cell group meeting today. I had to go down to church office before that to get Barry's house keys from him. WAIL! Tower 3 is like so far from City Hall MRT. Bleahx, and the shuttle bus is so SLOW. It takes a LONG time to arrive, and a LONG time to travel. In the end, I was so late that I ended up having to cab down to Barry's house to meet Meitong. Meitong is so NICE! She not only paid for my cab fare, she also bought me a packet of nasi lemak and a bottle of coke! (: Sweet. Cell group ended real fast today. It lasted about 1.5h. And Jon gorgor and John didi are so LAME. Telling NERD jokes helps relieves stress. *JEREMY IS KINGKONG*

I came home on the train with Geraldine and Jon. Haha, I was suaning Jonathan about Mable all the way home. LOL. I took 300 at CCK interchange and reached home at around 7.45pm.

Anyway, I took a photo from Barry's window of the terrible haze condition.




PSI: 80




















Real bad huh?

I'm still mugging, going off to do my homework already. And Jaanmeng is out having fun. His exams are over already. ABANDONED ME!!! BLEAHX. Below are photos of roses I saw at GIANT on Wednesday. They are GORGEOUS and only $6.90 for a bouquet of 10.




































Stephie.


and I whispered to him`
9:21 PM


Friday, September 29, 2006

I know, the Os are coming, and I'm moving on to pre-U education soon. I know I'm going to be busy after that, but I'll try to juggle and spend time with you whenever I can. You know, it hurts when you said that you were okay with it, that you didn't mind. sigh.

Anyway, went for cgm today. The Word was indeed great! Meitong preached about the 5 languages of love.
1. Words of affirmation
2. Quality time
3. Gift-giving
4. Acts of service
5. Physical touch

I think I'm a really physical person. It really takes a hug to tell me you love me, a pat to motivate me. Hahah, I've learned to act according to others' primary and secondary languages of love, then you'll realise that all the hard work you put in will not come to waste. xD It's amazing how God has created each and everyone of us to be. After that, meitong gave us a piece of post-it each to write down something to encourage ourselves when we feel discouraged. I think it kind of helps, like I feel more assured of the promises of God and more convinced that I can do it!

Stephie.

and I whispered to him`
9:04 PM


Sunday, September 17, 2006

my fingers and wrist hurt after punching my brother. ouch.

my mum's a liar. my brother is a liar. you are a liar too. the world is so unreal.

Stephie. (tears only He knows)

and I whispered to him`
7:57 PM


Thursday, September 07, 2006

I AM SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD!!!!!!! Paul Twohill is OUT!!!!!! *screams and storms around the house...* I think Hady should be out! Why Paul?! Urghx. If what happened for the previous SI happens again for this, I'll slam down mediacorp. Wahahaha...okay okay, I'm joking, but WHY IS PAUL OUT INSTEAD OF HADY!?!

Stephie.

and I whispered to him`
9:02 PM


Wednesday, September 06, 2006

But look, you are trusting in deceptive words that are worthless. Jeremiah 7:8

What I see, I believe.
What I hear, I take it in.
What I feel in my spirit, I know it.

But now? What I hear does not tally with what I see. What I see coincides with what I feel in my spirit. So what is it? I don't ask anymore. I rather not know. I guess it doesn't matter, after all, truth will be illuminated by the light of God right? Whatever is true will remain, whatever isn't will all fade away. Whatever will be will be.

The truthful lip shall be established forever,
But a lying tongue is but for a moment.
Deceit is in the heart of those who devise evil,
But counselors of peace have joy.
No grave trouble will overtake the righteous,
But the wicked shall be filled with evil.
Lying lips are an abomination to the LORD,
But those who deal truthfully are His delight.

Proverbs 12:19-22

Stephie.

and I whispered to him`
11:00 PM


Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Where do I go to seek for the you in the past?
Will I ever get a chance to see that you again?
But come to think of it again,
The past holds things that I do not want to reminisce.
Oh what do I do?
Bleak...

Stephie.

and I whispered to him`
9:54 PM



Who but the Lord knows what the future holds?

You changed my opinion of you and of our future. Bleak.

Stephie.

and I whispered to him`
10:23 AM



I'm vexed and I can't sleep. I just had a tiff with someone and now hearing things going on around me. Sigh. The Lord sees.

Stephie.

and I whispered to him`
12:33 AM


Monday, September 04, 2006

I'm SO TIRED! Haha, couldn't sleep at 1 plus last night so I played Bobby Carrot 4 on my phone. FUN!

Anyway, I was supposed to go to PP to meet the members to study, but Jaan called and said that they were plying basketball instead. -_-" So I just bathed boyboy and decided to stay at home since Jaan has a paper tomorrow. I studied on rivers and Aswan High Dam for a while when Ameline called. xD Good news she brought with her! Hahah, she was bringing her siblings out to Sakae to eat and asked my brother and I along. HER TREAT. Haha, so my brother brought me out to West Mall to meet my cousins and we had a great meal at Sakae. FULL! After that, we shopped around to see what was there to buy. I spent 14 bucks at West Mall can!? URGHX. 3 bucks on stationary, 5 on a new handphone pouch, 2 dollars to buy boyboy cornstarch powder, and 4 dollars on postcards. Haha, my mummy sponsored me a giordano shirt. It's black and there are silver prints which says "In every rocky heart, there is an angel waiting to be set free". SUPER NICE. Haha.

And so I came home and continued studying. xD

Stephie.

and I whispered to him`
9:49 PM